Okay if I am being honest, I am a bit scared to write about Hilmi anymore hahaha. The last and ONLY time I wrote something about him, I drove people crazy hahaha okay not everyone basically but it became quite a stir between my friends and families (whom for no clear reasons decided to read my personal blog and were shocked of the post). Just a little disclaimer here, let me remind you all that if you come here to read something, please do so at your own risk okay? I shall not be blamed if you guys are ever 'drown' in my sweetness (and coolness) or any trauma that might inflict you physically or mentally hahaha.
Hilmi and I are in love, crazily in love in fact. So it kills me not to write things here or share some of our funny videos or conversations on social media but I guess it is what it is. I decided to keep our relationship as private as I can. I mean I still posted some Instagram stories of us sometimes, but I do not share every bits of it. I mean of course if you asked me there's so many things to write about, so many experiences that we went together, so many first-time (s) and as a girl and a self-proclaimed writer of her own life *rolls eyes*, I do want to share a lot of things. However, I decided that this time I do not want to overshare things anymore (is that even possible for me though?) but I still want to share some sweet memories of us together, cute things we do together hmm. Isn't it confusing? One moment, you're all against sharing your life online like what if people get annoyed and feel like "ntah pape lebih-lebih jer" but another second, you're like you know what it's my blog, I build it from scratch, this is a free country and no one can dictate what I'm going to do with my life. My blog is here for a purpose; for me to share my bitter sweet memories. So I should not stop myself from writing whatever I want; inclusive of my love life. Right?
I guess I'll take the later option; I will write whatever I want and I will share whatever I want because that makes me happy and just like anyone in this world, me Nur Liyana Izzati binti Abd Aziz deserves to be happy, as happy as birds, especially after everything that I'd went through in my life.
That day, Hilmi went back to Kelantan to meet my parents and our way back to KL, we had coffee with one of his students. His student told us that apparently my blog is famous among his friends like the whole batch has read my blog and know about us Then I'm like whattt??? whyyyyy??? but I cool jer hahaha. I mean haihh as expected, kids love me? *smirks*. Anyway to his student(s) who's currently reading my humble humble blog, hi! I hope you enjoy your read and don't worry okay your lecturer is in good hands insyaAllah.
Last week, my lovely colleagues KJ and Benjamin read through my blog and they purposely read my post about Hilmi and they read it out loud okay, like the whole office can hear it hahahaha. The funnyn part is when they were reading it out and giggling in front of the door I was like "what is it? what's so funny" I mean I can't even recognized my own writing hahaha. I was like hmmm that sounds familiar but where did I read that ah? After some time I realized and I was like shittt did you guys read my twitter? Nope, it's even worse. It's your blog, girl. Hahahahaha.
So now tell me; should I write more about Hilmi and me? or should I stop?
