Lies

Betrayed

“I learned that if you open your heart and help people they’re going to eventually try to stab you to death”

Yup.

The first time I went through betrayal was when I was 19. It was not a fond memory of course; in fact I can still vividly remember each and every little thing that happened. After so many years of fighting and looking for reasons to justify the fault, I had finally come to the end where I am basically ready to let go and forgive. It was hard. People won’t imagine my struggle. I was basically fighting a losing battle, me against many. And yes if you’re talking about Malaysians you know how lousy we can be and how harsh the words used against me. I was left being devastated with everything including myself. I know that I have no control over people but what upset me most is the fact that I let people to take me for granted since the very beginning. I should not. Since that day, I consider loyalty above everything. It’s all or nothing with me. And yes I’m not limiting on loyalty between lovers but my definition includes faith and trust between friends and family members. Everything went well yes very well until recently.

One of my biggest mistakes is when I assume everyone is of the same heart and the same mind. I thought if I am being nice to people then they would do the same in return. What goes around comes around right? The answer is no, not necessarily. So, lately a ‘good’ friend of mine breaches my trust. You won’t imagine my feelings at that time.  She is my very close buddy and we've been friends since I can’t remember. We were very fond of each other and personally if someone stabbed me on my back; she is the last I would suspect. That is how much I trust her. So when I was told about what happened, I was ultimately blank.  I was sad honestly I still am.  I know that I should have let go and be okay with everything but I can’t. I wish I have the gut to talk to people and act like nothing is wrong but I am deeply hurt.  To be honest, I don’t favor myself right now. I have this mature, reliable, straight image not that I create such perceptions but I am literally born with it. Right now, those things are gone. I am preparing myself.

Being ridiculed twice, I doubt that I would trust anyone hmmm maybe not anymore.

3 EVENING DRESSES PERFECT TO WEAR TO DINNER PARTIES

Hello everyone,

It cannot be denied we get numerous invitations to dinner parties whether work related or not and finding the right evening dress to wear can be overwhelming at times. For the ladies who have no idea what to wear without going overboard can look at these three evening dresses. The women who want to look glamorous can opt for an evening dress with embellished jewels or sequins. However, make sure to choose an evening dress with embellishments that enhances your figure. Avoid selecting an evening dress with too much sequins or jewels as it would hide the beauty of your face.

The second type of evening dress is definitely a must-have for any women to store in their wardrobe at home is a black coloured evening dress. This is because black dresses are versatile for women to wear to any occasion or event without ever looking out of theme. Besides that, it can also be matched with anything and it will look gorgeous on you. One of the best reasons black colour dresses does is it gives women that nice slim figure. This can definitely help you hide the bulging tummy of yours after your dinner meal.

Lastly, every women should always have a pastel coloured evening dress in their safe keeping. Whether a beige, cream, pink, light yellow,lavender or light blue, pick the colour of the dress which complements you skin tone and flaunt it in front of others with confidence. Pastels will definitely bring out the elegant and feminine side of you. If you are wondering where to get these three beautiful types of evening dresses, have a look at ZALORA’s website as it offers a wide range of evening dresses online for women to choose from various local and international brands.