3rd year!

Hi.

Miracles happen. Sometimes not in the fantasy magical forms we see in movies or in books that we read. Sometimes miracles happen in a more abstract and subjective forms. Like surviving things you thought you won't make it. One of the most clear examples for me: Law school.

Honestly I can't believe the fact that I'm already 21. I macam my god you're 21 now liyana, not a young girl anymore. Dah boleh kawen dah tapi since takde orang nak please lupakan hasrat tu. Everything feels like yesterday, woww. Its amazing. I still can vividly remember my school days, I was always that one girl who will be late hmm literally every morning and I always have to queue or be in the line with other late comers. That always-late girl is becoming a lawyer now. So to those people who judged me without knowing the reasons why I was late or whatever stupid actions I took back then well you can shut your mouth up.Some people thought I was a problematic, spoiled and psychopath who is also quite arrogant and over confident girl hahaha. Whatever your definition of me I didn't care, I don't care and I'm not even bothered by it .I know I was always late but I always finish my homework I'm the style yang prefer burning the whole night doing my homework on my own rather than datang awal tapi tiru kerja sekolah orang lain. Hahaha definitely not me. And to that one teacher who seems like he had lost faith in me, aww cikgu I'm doing good now. Thanks for the all the discouragements I'm doing well on my own :) 

Then the struggled I put for SPM, the friends and experiences I obtained in high schooll.  After SPM, I did my foundation in Merbok Kedah, the hostel, first time being far away from my parents, first lecture, the kind lecturers. I still remember all the moments. One whole year of foundation which I did quite okay then I was accepted to do degree in law in Shah Alam. First semester, second semester, and now I'm in my fifth semester or a 3rd year law student. Woww as I look back I realize time really flies. Can't believe I'm in my fifth sem now, this is something that I don't see coming I mean not as fast as this. I thought I was not going to survive even the first semester kot, the beginning was hard. It took me quite some effort and time to be here today, standing proudly as myself. It was not an easy journey and I know that I can never survive this alone without all the supports from my friends and family especially my parents. God really blessed me with a lot of great and helpful friends along the journey. Some people are so nice and I don't know how grateful and happy I am for their existence. I want to always keep them close and do fun stuffs together, I want to come to their weddings, get to know their children and all. Jauh sangat fikir liyana oiii.

Tapi betul thank you for all the encouragements, advises, scoldings for the sake of a better liyana. I had improve a lot hahaha but don't worry I'll keep improving insya Allah. I still remember there were days where I don't know myself and I thought I won't make it but these people, they just have faith in me more than I ever did for myself. And I know one of the reasons I'm doing good and okay until today is because of their trust, faith and support on me which I hate to dissppoint them. I mean how can you disappoint those who mean the world to you kan?

I hope everything will be good. I hope I'll end this whole degree with flying colors. Sit back and rilex I'll make myself proud!