Okay how am I supposed to begin this?
Actually, I'm actually quite a pessimistic kind of person, by that I mean I have very high expectations on certain things. Hmm maybe not anymore, I'm trying very hard to keep it low these days, mostly because I realized that we can't control everything, and even if we put so much efforts into something if it's not meant to be it will not be. Being a person with too much ambition was hard like "Just work fucking harder" but in the end you still can't make it because there's no joy anymore. Just a life full of stress and depression. I think the past few years, I tried very hard to change myself. And when you did so, the way you see the world is also going to change 180 degrees. As we gain a unique understanding of the situations we're in, the less negativity we allow to set in. I'm also trying very very hard to accept situations or people as they are and stop critizing them so much because hey nobody is ever perfect and before you criticize somebody else, keep in mind that you're also a piece of shit, like you do so many shitty things as well. So lower the standards and live your well, will ya?
Be easy, take your time. You're doing this right.
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