2019

Okay I know I know I am such a bad blogger. It's already 9th February and this my first post for 2019? Wow! You better be doing something huge girl but hmm unfortunately nope I wasn't saving the world or anything. To be honest, I'm not sure what I was doing all these while but looking back, I was always busy with something (not really sure what that something is but yeah).

So it has been a tradition in my life that for every end of year or early new year, I'll usually write an entry in this blog to recap everything that happened to me for that particular year and my kind of 'new year resolutions'. Well like since this is already February hmmm I'm not really sure whether I'm going to do that, I'll just go with the flow and see lah how this post turns out.

I haven't been writing for almost 3 months and oh my god, I'm not kidding but I feel like I forgot how to write already hahaha. The thing is, I always want to update something you know like the progress of my life, how far I have become and all but I just couldn't find the perfect time! Tonight I'm finally free and have same spare time so I though why not update something. Firdaus went to have fun at Port Dickson today so yeay me! finally I get to free myself from him and his annoying jokes hahaha. Just kidding. I'm super clingy okay so I always want to text him and expect him to reply right away but well guys will forget everything including our existence when they're out with their friends (roll eyes).

By the way, since its Chinese New Year and the firm kindly gave us whole week like 10 days off so  I went back home last Sunday and it was such a nice break. It feels sooo great to be back home and just do nothing, no work, no stress, just me and my best friend (read: my bed). I can't remember the last time I had a long break probably none since I started working or okay maybe ada la time raya and all but well raya is just once a year and during raya you have to go visit your relatives so it's quite tiring and hectic but this time oh my god I was having the time of my life! I drove back to KL this morning (start at 6am to avoid traffic) and so yeah back to my mundane life urgh. But it's okay, life has to go on. We need to work to make money anyway. And soon akan ada break or holiday jugak so for now just continue with whatever you're doing. I hope that after this break, I get the motivation to work harder and all but chances are I think hmm maybe nope.


Okay, this is the part where I have to awkwardly end this post. I'm actually having headache right now probably because of the lack of sleep since I woke up so early and drove for like 6/7 hours so I macam ting tong sikit. I'm going to take meds after this and have my beauty sleep pfff not sure why I wrote this too but I just feel like so. Okay so bye bye. See you in my next post (which I hope I get to share something beneficial)!