Okay, hmm how do I begin this? Where do I start? No,
how do I even start this?
Well, as you can guess from the title, I got married to
the love of my life last August, 8th August 2021 to be exact yeay!
It wasn’t recent I know, by the time I’m writing this entry we’re probably
married for 4 months plus. If you ask me, I really wanted to write about this
for so long, I even wanted to take my laptop and start drafting this entry like
on the day of my marriage but you know, life got in the way. Both of us were so
busy with…hmm everything? Work never stop for both of us, and now I have 2
families, 2 sides of relatives then things get double busy and double hectic. I
think the moment they allow people to cross state borders, we got super busy. I’m
not even kidding but for last November and this month December, every weekend both
of us were busy travelling to Terengganu, Penang, Kelantan and etc. Actually,
at the time I’m wring this entry, I just got back from Penang for my firm’s
Christmas dinner and since we were in Penang, we decided to spend few days at
Hilmi’s parents’ house.
So yes, life really got in the way. There were days
where you know I told myself “Okay I’m going to update my blog today” but someway
somehow it always gets postponed by a lot of things. Maybe suddenly I wasn’t in
the mood to write, maybe I wasn’t feeling well, or maybe we just had a fight so
it doesn’t feel right to write about it, in fact if I were to write when I was
emotional at that time, I think things might get ugly. So I decided to just ‘wait
for the right time’ and hopefully tonight is the right time.
I’ve been married to my husband for 4 months plus now,
and I know it might be a bit cliché but I’m happy and blessed. Don’t get me
wrong, I’ve always been happy, not like super happy my-life-is-perfect kind of way
but I’m always thankful and grateful for what I have, what I’m blessed with.
But since I got married, I guess I’m happier? Maybe because I’ve been dreaming
to marry this guy since the very first moment I met him so now, we’re married
it felt like a dream came true?
Also, did I mention that my husband really loves me? Hilmi
loves me so much like he really really loves me. I’m not even kidding when I
say this but I don’t think anyone ever loves me more than he does. I don’t
really know how to explain it but every time I’m with my sisters or relatives or
friends, they will all tell me the same thing “You’re lucky your husband really
loves you”. I know it’s not really a compliment but I feel blessed and happy
when people said that. I guess I got lucky and I thank Allah every day for
blessing me with such a kind, gentle and lovely husband.
I know this is a bit sudden, but this is where I’m
going to stop my entry today. I know it’s a rather short one and I have so much
things to share but I got things to do. Today is Sunday and tomorrow both of us
have to work. Hilmi is staying with me in Gombak for tonight and he will be
going back to Rembau tomorrow morning so I have so many things to arrange, to
wash clothes and etc.
I’ll write again soon. InsyaAllah.
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