I'm back! (sort of)

Hello readers!

To be honest, do I still have readers though? Do people still read my blog? If yes hmm why? I don't get it. Okay I know that it has been months since my last entry and I feel kind of guilty about it. You know what, this is why I choose not to have or set 'new year resolutions' or azam tahun baru or anything along those lines because I know I can never achieve them anyway. So one of my 2019 resolutions is to actually update my blog once a week. Yeah, by now we all now that that is too good to be true.

The thing is right, I always want to write something. There's soooo many things I want to share with you guys. I want to write about those happy little things that happened in my life, how work has been, how my relationship with Firdaus has been, my so-called room tour, dishes I can cook now and etc but I don't know how to share it without making it sounds cliche. Some people might find them annoying and I don't know trying to boost how amazing my life is? I mean I am nowhere and not in any position to even boast about my life because my god my life is so damn boring and lifeless hahaha. Also, some people tend to view things in negative ways so I don't know how to feel about it. But then I figured out that if I keep restricting myself from sharing my happy moments or my life in general because of other people, then I'm not living my life to the fullest, right? I think so. Okay after this I'm going to shamelessly post everything as in whatever I do or make or cook or achieve as in EVERYTHING yasss! Okay next post is going to be titled "Liyana a freaking genius chef" so stay tuned guys hahahaha. 

That's all for now. Bye. See you guys soon (hopefully it is soon, not months!)

2019

Okay I know I know I am such a bad blogger. It's already 9th February and this my first post for 2019? Wow! You better be doing something huge girl but hmm unfortunately nope I wasn't saving the world or anything. To be honest, I'm not sure what I was doing all these while but looking back, I was always busy with something (not really sure what that something is but yeah).

So it has been a tradition in my life that for every end of year or early new year, I'll usually write an entry in this blog to recap everything that happened to me for that particular year and my kind of 'new year resolutions'. Well like since this is already February hmmm I'm not really sure whether I'm going to do that, I'll just go with the flow and see lah how this post turns out.

I haven't been writing for almost 3 months and oh my god, I'm not kidding but I feel like I forgot how to write already hahaha. The thing is, I always want to update something you know like the progress of my life, how far I have become and all but I just couldn't find the perfect time! Tonight I'm finally free and have same spare time so I though why not update something. Firdaus went to have fun at Port Dickson today so yeay me! finally I get to free myself from him and his annoying jokes hahaha. Just kidding. I'm super clingy okay so I always want to text him and expect him to reply right away but well guys will forget everything including our existence when they're out with their friends (roll eyes).

By the way, since its Chinese New Year and the firm kindly gave us whole week like 10 days off so  I went back home last Sunday and it was such a nice break. It feels sooo great to be back home and just do nothing, no work, no stress, just me and my best friend (read: my bed). I can't remember the last time I had a long break probably none since I started working or okay maybe ada la time raya and all but well raya is just once a year and during raya you have to go visit your relatives so it's quite tiring and hectic but this time oh my god I was having the time of my life! I drove back to KL this morning (start at 6am to avoid traffic) and so yeah back to my mundane life urgh. But it's okay, life has to go on. We need to work to make money anyway. And soon akan ada break or holiday jugak so for now just continue with whatever you're doing. I hope that after this break, I get the motivation to work harder and all but chances are I think hmm maybe nope.


Okay, this is the part where I have to awkwardly end this post. I'm actually having headache right now probably because of the lack of sleep since I woke up so early and drove for like 6/7 hours so I macam ting tong sikit. I'm going to take meds after this and have my beauty sleep pfff not sure why I wrote this too but I just feel like so. Okay so bye bye. See you in my next post (which I hope I get to share something beneficial)!

New firm - New Journey

Today is my 3rd day in my new firm. 

I started last Thursday and everything is quite new. I am still in the process of adapting myself to this new environment, new colleagues, new working schedule and new area of law. So far so good. My colleagues are pretty nice and helpful. It's quite a challenge for me to be honest because I never did banking litigation before so I had no idea how things work but the people here are so far quite helpful and they kind of guide me how to do things accordingly.

At the same time, I'm changing my lifestyle 360. Okay maybe I'm over la to say this but I'm currently living a different lifestyle. When I was at my previous firm, the workings hours started at 930 am (10am for main office) and the office was only 15 mins away from home. So I usually wake up around 8 am or 830 am and can still make it on time. On the other hand, my new firm starts at 9 am which is not much of a difference to be honest. But then the location is quite far from my home actually not that far but then the traffic will be so bad  and congested in the morning so it takes me roughly 50 mins to 1 hour every morning. As a result, I have to wake up around 630 am and leave the house by 730 am like that. Mornings are quite fine to be honest, maybe because you know you just wake up and still fresh. My real struggle is coming back time. OMG. I don't know how to express my annoyance when I have to deal with 6pm traffic. The traffic will be so bad and maybe because I'm still new, I get sooo tired to deal with traffic everyday. But I have to accept, this is my new life embrace it girl hahahahaha.

Today I woke up quite late. Tomorrow is public holiday since its Depavali. My achik and my sister were all sleeping and I thought that today is also public holiday. Well actually I know that it's not but my eyes wanted to keep sleeping wth. So I woke up a bit late than usual. Thank god the traffic was so smooth (I wish everyday is like this) because some people already took extra leave for today I think. So yeah since I arrived like 30 minutes early, I decided to update this blog to show the progress of mine.

I think that's all for today. Time to work!

 Taken on my first day of working

 My room.

Taken today, this morning.