Well actually no one is going to read ya bcs the blog is still in private mode lulz. Still it feels weird not to express my greetings or salam somehow (bajet alim I know hahaha). Astagfirullah, its Ramadhan yet I keep judging myself hahaha maybe okay sebab judge diri sendiri not orang lain. Whatever it is in case no one is going to read ya, at least I will read it over and over. #devotedme
So today I'm going to sit for my second paper for this semester. Its Family Law II (civil marriages). Did my islamic family law last semester and Alhamdulillah it was fine. So I kind of hope that today will turn out well too. Last thursday was my first paper, it was Unternational Law II. If I have to be honest, International law is not my forte and I find that subject as very challenging. Actually, I'm completely to be blamed because I never listened to Dr Shah's lectures. All I did was either playing with my phone or doing other work (exemplary sangat hahaha please jangan tiru). But overall I think I did okay for someone yang literally start from zero in that subject. No I'm not being confident that I'm surely pass ke apa but in my humble view, I did fine. I hope and I pray my lecturer will feel so too. Please let me pass! Its not exciting to fail any papers (international law especially no wayyyy). So far since sem1 until sem 6, tak pernah fail paper apa apa lagi even though ramai jer my batch mates yang fail. And they failed sometimes not because they are lazy or rak hafal cases ke apa. Sometimes its all about luck. The thing about law subjects in general is if you dah salah detect the issue then the whole 5-6 pages of answers you wrote are basically pointless. So thats why I always pray to Allah to give me the right dorection and guidance so that I can understand the question properly with the right and accurate answers.
I think thats all for today. Its almost 7am and my paper starts at 9am. Less than 2 hours, kind of nervous but I hope I'll be fine. Insya Allah. Amin.
p/s: Consume two cups of coffee and havent sleep a blink since semalam. Hope everything will be fine and right after I finish my paper, I'm going to sleep until berbuka hahahahaha.
Pray for me. Thank you.
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