I think I repeat this for few times already this week, "I want to go home!".
I just want to and I need to. The last time I went back home was for Aidiladha, that was like three or four months ago. This is when I feel like working sucks and I hate adulthood. My plan is actually to take a 3 days leave on 14th until 16th December but I'm not really sure, I haven't apply my cuti yet. I actually have few urgent cases the next few weeks but I just thought that screw it up, if I keep telling myself "you shouldn't cuti because you have important case" then I'll be working forever and ever.
I read somewhere this morning. They say there are three important things in life; family, friends and work or friends, family and work. Either way, work should always be the third in the list. What I've been doing the last couple of months is to put my work as the top priority and I neglected the other two. I'm not even kidding but I feel like I'm losing bonds with everyone. This is why I decided that this should stop, work can wait. As much as I like and enjoy my work, I love my family way more than I can imagine.
It's hard to work in the city of Kuala Lumpur and your parents and sisters live like 400 kilometers away from you. Driving would take at least 7 hours and the prices for the flight tickets are too pricey for random trips. The struggle is real, but life is all great. I know that wherever I am in this word, the doa and love from my parents will always be with me. I know they wish nothing but the best for me. I just have to understand that for now; this is the best.
I know its always hard and challenging, but take it easy. One step at a time and everything will be just fine.
ps: I went for my first case management today. I mean I went to few case managements before but I was never the one who speak or appear in front of the judge. Today I did. I appeared in front of the judge all alone, feel like a sole fighter lol. I know that I must look nervous and all but thank god, I did it hahahahaha.
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