#9

I think one of the hardest parts in life is when you try to move on from something but there's always something else or someone trying to stop you from doing so. They will try to poison your mind with various things, sometimes they might even use your past to defeat you. Beware. And I realized that life is like that, you won't pass a challenge that easy. Each time you come out with a good idea to have a better living, there's always something along the way that will try to negative that away or just trying to stray you from the right path. It's hard, especially if you're not born with amazing high survival skills but hey I believe that we're not in the position to complain too because everyone is fighting their own battle, this is life. And life is supposed to be hard, so that you'll learn and make improvements. I've spent months and years thinking how to overcome this but honestly there's no way no solution. You just have to accept it  and live with it because hmm this is the reality we're living in. Sad.

And yeah lupa nak bagitau, exam is over. Good bye shah alam, I'm so not going to miss you at all, I'll be too happy berjimba and bercuti di rumah nanti. See you later in March insya Allah.